(day85)

no changes as of yet. i would even love to say that ive gotten my monthly. i might even be excited to see it. atleast that would mean that my body recognizes an unfertilized egg. but im afraid there is no egg at all this time around. i just wish i could get into the doctor to know what my problem is. if we know what the problem is, we can fix it, right? maybe i am being a little pushy with complaining about not being pregnant after 6 "short" months but there was no problem concieving Bianca. whats wrong this time? and 6 months isnt short at all when you are planning an addition to your family. its become my own personal eternity. lack of patience hasnt helped me either. i think im done ranting online for now. ugh.